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About Me Deviant Member XkuragariXnikkouXFemale/United States Group group avatar #Roy-luv
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  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: "relaxing" music
  • Reading: This journal
  • Watching: My computer screen.
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: Wild World
  • Eating: Bread
  • Drinking: Air
Did you miss me?!

-is shot- -dies-

Okay, okay, I've caught up on my over 3,000 things in my inbox.

Here's my explanation...

I've been...busy...and really depressed...and really angry...and I wasn't sure what was reality or fantasy more than once... I was just really stressed out and I had to take a break, but I really wanted to get my work done even if it killed me. In the end, I can't really remember why I was depressed and angry, all I remember is that I was really depressed and angry. I don't know if I lost my sanity or whatever. It felt like I was up in the air when all I wanted was to get back to the ground where things made sense... But the ground kept getting away from me. Mocking me with how safe it was compared to the air. Right now, I'm still trying to forget whatever it was that made me depressed and angry because I don't want to be depressed and angry anymore, and whatever it was, I'd probably be better off forgetting it. Or so I keep telling myself. I want to tell the difference between reality and fantasy again... I never had the chance to draw anything the whole time because I was scared the picture would start talking to me. Or was that a hallucination? I don't know. I just don't want to go back to it... It's too scary...

Hoshi: OI! Quit it with this whole kicked puppy thing! You're here now, ain't ya?!

You always have to appear...

Hoshi: Come on, if you don't want to go back to that again, then you need to be more upbeat! Let's look at this stack of deviations you forgot to click on.

Hoshi!

Hoshi: "Deviations by ~chibisunrise" Hey, isn't that your kouhai?!

Agh...

Akumu: Hey, she drew us too!

Hoshi: When did she start drawing things with MS Paint?

She's going to kill me... I've been gone too long, and I haven't been teaching her anything! I missed her transition from traditional art to digital art and I can't yell at her for never notifying me! While I tried to get a grasp on reality, she was developing her skills without someone to encourage her. I'M ASHAMED!

Hoshi: Well, what'd you expect? You've been gone for over a year.

-sobs- And she's experimented so much on her own. And she's already a good artist, so why did she ever ask me to be her teacher?! It's not like she needs me! I'm a horrible role model; I'm ashamed!

Hoshi: She commented on the deviations you posted too.

OH GODS SHE SAW THAT TOO! I'M ASHAMED!

Hoshi: Quit drowning in shame and go teach your kouhai a thing or two.

She's going to kill me.

Hoshi: Good, maybe she'll bring you back to reality while she's at it^^

If I survive, I swear I'll draw more... Wish me luck.

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Well, I'm weird.

Hoshi: You know I'll beat that purple-haired girl!

Akuma: You wish!

Ryuu: They're going to burn out before they finish.

Tsuki: I hope I can keep up.

KN: I fail...

Akumu: Zzz...Zzz...Mmm...Huh? Wait, what race?!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Utter Confusion
  • Interests: anime, manga, dragons, music, SHONEN-AI
  • Favourite movie: Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Paramore
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk?
  • Favourite artist: Too many to list
  • Favourite poet or writer: Too many to list
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional
  • Wallpaper of choice: Marroy wallpaper<3
  • Favourite game: Animal Crossing: Wild World, SSBM, and Pokemon
  • Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube^^
  • Favourite cartoon character: Does Kasuga "Osaka" Ayumu count?
  • Personal Quote: "Who says your art's terrible? I'll kick their ass!"
  • Tools of the Trade: I have a plastic orange bat.

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:iconlevenark:
*levenark Jan 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks alot for the fav!^^

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:iconxkuragarixnikkoux:
You're welcome^^ You deserved it.

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Ehh...?! What is this "signature" you ask of?
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*levenark Feb 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
awww i'm so glad you liked it!^^

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Fire emblem is a very epic nintendo series!nintendo rules!i fight for my dA friends,real friends and family!
i'm doing point/paypal commissions!interested just tell me!com info![link]
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:iconchibi-sunrise:
Depressed? Why didn't you ever tell me you were depressed?! I could've helped you! Don't ever just disappear for over a year without replying to my e-mails! I was worried about you... Teacher. Just talk to me.

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What? I'm weird. That's all you're going to need to know.
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:iconxkuragarixnikkoux:
I knew you'd be pissed... Well... I can't talk to you about it. It's personal.

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Ehh...?! What is this "signature" you ask of?
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:iconlil-riku:
~Lil-Riku Oct 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!

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(ノゝ∀・)~キラ☆
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*SparxPunx Oct 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Passing by to say Happy Birthday :)

Hope you have a good time today^^

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Alfred x Kiku <3
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:iconlil-riku:
~Lil-Riku Oct 10, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
;3; I miss you...

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~shinju-kun Nov 20, 2010  Student General Artist
thankies for teh favie~! ^^

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*points* You all just lost the game!

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For every :+fav: you get a llama!

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Feel free to come talk to me! I won't bite! ^^
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:iconxkuragarixnikkoux:
You're welcome^^

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~sintara-chan Nov 2, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav :iconsweethugplz:

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:iconxkuragarixnikkoux:
You're welcome^^ Cute bunny.

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:iconflygon23:
~flygon23 Oct 15, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! :love:

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:iconxkuragarixnikkoux:
Thank you^^! Oh, and the Marth's twin story is about four chapters done. I don't know how much to go, but I'll try to get there.

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~flygon23 Nov 1, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ooh that's long, I'm excited to read it :)

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